I knew when that taking on the responsibility for a herd of animals that loss was an inevitable part of that but I had really hoped it would be natural deaths from old age. Unavoidable deaths. Not a death that we could have prevented. Nothing sits more heavily than that.

Up until a few months ago, I was still working in an office environment and juggling farming - at times, I felt like I was hiding parts of m

I used to share a lot of myself on social media, but I seem to be slowly withdrawing from it of late